Being the only maskless person at costco garden centre was stressful. Everyone was masked but me. I felt the cortisol and stress horomones attacking. Now i have a rash on my arm and neck and besode my mouth on my chin.

I know why mask people do it. To them the discomfort of being the "diseased" or the "unsafe non ppe wearer" is too much stress.

It makes me sympathize with them.

But it wont make me participate in their charade.

Just saying.

Being "us" isnt easy. Chin up buddies.

Fucking hell.

Im doing a course and the chapter is on immigration to fix our labour shortage. They want 500k per year for the next five years.

This is because we have a growing population so need workers. But we also have a baby boomer die off and cdn citizens arent replacing themselves. How does that math work? Why do we need more immigrants to serve a shrinking population? Anyway

Last page of chapter is how 3/10 "canadians" are illiterate and cannot complete a literacy or numeracy test.

And the instructor just repeats this as if its nothing, no lightbulbs going off at all.

So my MIL has been covid crazy for the past year. Ive mentioned this before. Never leaving her house, then insisting only seeing her "bubble" of her 89 yo mom and her sister. Grandma (89) has persistent COPD and pneumona the past few years.

Today gramma has to go to hospital cuz shes sick. Cant breathe. Diahhrea. Guess what! Covid!

So now MIL and her 4 sisters have to get the swab. Who's gonna be the lucky scapegoat?

And meanwhile, grammas alone in the hospital with no family.

The clincher:

They all got the vax

Its sad but when youre a true branch covidian, god works in mysterious ways, i guess.....

I dont know how to deal with my MIL. Now that she got the vax she assumes we'll just pretend shes all good and safe and well just carry on.

Im angry she chose to ignore us, knowing full well my mom and my FIL both said "over my dead body will i ever skip christmas and every other holiday".

I really wanna just fuck with her and just always avoid her saying things like "my hand has been itchy all morning. It might be covid. Sorry, im gonna have to cancel" and other absurd passive agressive attacks.

Why not?

Does anyone else feel this way?

Part of me is unsympathetic to those who are force masking/vax and moralizing about long term care being the motherlode of cases. They say its up to or over 90% of cases are in these "death camps" we created.

You created a system where at your weakest you rely on immigrants to wipe your ass, your parents asses and eventually your own.... what did these boomers expect? That Janiqua from jamaica really gives a flying fuck if upper class white women get sick and die? Really? That mohammed from mumbai really gives a flying fuck about how clean your bedsheets are? Nah. They dont.

Part of me is an accellerationist and i hope the "women in the workplace" movement realizes how much they fucked up. While youre rotting away in a "care facility" your kids are packing boxes for amazon and youre gonna die of neglect.

Way to go boomers. You made this bed. Now lie in it. As Jamilla does her tik tok dances when shes supposed to be changing your diaper.

So i tend to be an anti-pharma luddite and my husband is much more pro tech pro science guy.

He says he will get the vaccine. Heres why.

He says that essentially its a placebo. Harmless. Its just a litmus test. No vaccine? Youre too defiant. You need to be outbred of humanity. This is a giant eugenics ploy to "weed out" the humans with the pitbull libertarian mentality. Theyre trying to make us pugs. Inbred, helpless, unable to resist.

He fears that if you dont get the vax, either

1. It works and will keep you safe from the lab released bioweapon they engineered like "terminator seeds and their respective pesticides" they will release soon to "cull" the resisting citizens

Or

2. Vaccines dont work but the little yellow stars/number tattoos of "unvaccinated" on our arms will lead us to halocaust 2022. No vax the mob will mop the floor with ya.

So, what do ya think? Maybe in the upside down clown world taking the vax will ensure the future for libertarians.

Just a thought.

So I went to Shoppers drug mart today (ontario pharmacy +etc.) And as you walk in of course you get asked "any symptoms/any contacts/any travel" b.s. covid interrogation. As i was leaving i said to the interrogator as a joke "its hilarious that this is the store you go to for cold meds, and you ask people as they enter if theu have a cold" and the dumbfuck woman says "I dont ask about colds, i ask about covid" to which i reply "covid is a cold" to which she replies "no, its different" and so im like, "uh ok. Corona virus. Not a cold. Ok, whatever" and she is like "yeah they probably just lie anyway" to which i reply "good god, you finally got the fucking joke. Hallelujah, jesus fucking christ".

Imagine working as a covid screener at a fucking pharmacy and not knowing "covid is a cold". Fucking hell.

Did i wake up in idiocracy or what?