You didn't see the resurrection. God being resurrected is FAKE NEWS. Is there value in the teachings of Jesus the guru? Of course. He isn't the god you make him out to be though.
"It's true because it's in the Bible" is very childish reasoning.
God truly present in physical form under the appearance of bread and wine
That's not true. It is part of your mythology. Not based out of reason.
Things like the Eucharist may very well have been a potent psychoactive drink in it's origin taken from the Greek Eleusinian Mysteries, but now you're just consuming a placebo.
To say you are actually drinking and eating God is absurd and NOT based off of logic and reason.
I see a bunch of ceremonial garb and objects based off of tradition, not logic and reason.
The real potency of Christian ideas has been shrouded for a while and exchanged for sheep-like behaviour.
That's what being in a cult looks like. I'd still rather be on team Jesus than team commie though.
Extraordinary claims require extraordinary evidence. The onus is on YOU to be convincing that the claims about your god are any more believable than anyone else's gods.
History is written by the victors / propagandists. Just look at how Columbus is vilified and his statue was taken down today. Just because you have Josephus and a handful of other reports is not good enough for me to believe THE CREATOR OF THE UNIVERSE manifested himself into the Christian mythos.