It was a VERY difficult decision for me to bet on the COVID-crash. Not sure if you recall but I took a LOT of direct-fire, indirect-fire, flak, jamming when posting my "PSA" that cited GoC basic emerg prep guidelines with a subtext of "uhhh ... hey guys ... might wanna read this.." .. and it ultimately lead to my turfing from Meta.
I remember being very conflicted and extremely concerned, and the inner turmoil that came with the whole process ... I know how blatant fear-mongering can be counter productive more than most so it was quite stressful .. I was very concerned for the well being of my fellow Canadians.
Despite the additional stress / feelstorm after checking and rechecking and re-brainstorming countless times, I decided to go "all in" with the "vow of poverty" lifestyle (and a vow of chastity, MONK MODE!) to simplify during a potentially chaotic time.>>... I'm not a "betting" type, so it took a LOT of courage-summoning, too..
But yeah, I've never been happier! I don't think I had any COVID related anxiety until well after the "lockdown", which I REALLY enjoyed (and was surprised that other people weren't making such use of as I was!) ... I really underestimated the impact it'd have on the pop... :I
Either way, I'm happy for my personal development / growth but in no way happy to say that all of the observations I've made keep telling me that I made the right call .. and well, I'm glad that I don't have THAT reckoning on my own conscience at least.
I just can't "enjoy" being proven right (again) whatsoever when the stakes are so high for those who failed to get the memo, who don't deserve what's coming, and the suffering appears to have been borrowed at Payday Lender rates.. :I
It's just a tragedy all-around.
But I've seen a LOT of good as a result. Very Canadian.
I knew about the COVID controlled demo before DND (lol I'm a truther again haha HONK HON!) and freaked tf out, settled on a milquetoast "hey meta, GoC recommends 72h supplies, MAYBE CHECK THE LiST with like 5-10 rock solid justifications (MUH GLOBAL WARMING!) lol I really hate to lie, but ..... further: blah blah blah
lol went from sole resident of stickytown to anti-evil or anti-hate up my ass in a literal fuckin epic irl vidya-TV-reality movie idek dude -_- sigh.>
Actually I DO know, they just basically kvetch abouit me and my observations n words and coping-mechanism jokes more than the literal fucking terrorists and I'm done with denial (unless she's one of those Warehouse-tier dependas that Hammy's known to "associate inside". LOL
HOES MAD! haha I mean it IS kinda funny.
YOu'll notice I rarely talk about myself, that's not just humility there that's Arkancide vaccine. It sounds tinfoil, but whatever, somehow it MORE OFTEN THAN NOT actually *makes sense when I start applying their "words are violence!" as an inherent fact and start throwing around other assault words like "mens rea" and "RICO" and "war crime".
It was a VERY difficult decision for me to bet on the COVID-crash. Not sure if you recall but I took a LOT of direct-fire, indirect-fire, flak, jamming when posting my "PSA" that cited GoC basic emerg prep guidelines with a subtext of "uhhh ... hey guys ... might wanna read this.." .. and it ultimately lead to my turfing from Meta.
I remember being very conflicted and extremely concerned, and the inner turmoil that came with the whole process ... I know how blatant fear-mongering can be counter productive more than most so it was quite stressful .. I was very concerned for the well being of my fellow Canadians.
Despite the additional stress / feelstorm after checking and rechecking and re-brainstorming countless times, I decided to go "all in" with the "vow of poverty" lifestyle (and a vow of chastity, MONK MODE!) to simplify during a potentially chaotic time.>>... I'm not a "betting" type, so it took a LOT of courage-summoning, too..
But yeah, I've never been happier! I don't think I had any COVID related anxiety until well after the "lockdown", which I REALLY enjoyed (and was surprised that other people weren't making such use of as I was!) ... I really underestimated the impact it'd have on the pop... :I
Either way, I'm happy for my personal development / growth but in no way happy to say that all of the observations I've made keep telling me that I made the right call .. and well, I'm glad that I don't have THAT reckoning on my own conscience at least.
I just can't "enjoy" being proven right (again) whatsoever when the stakes are so high for those who failed to get the memo, who don't deserve what's coming, and the suffering appears to have been borrowed at Payday Lender rates.. :I
It's just a tragedy all-around.
But I've seen a LOT of good as a result. Very Canadian.
Have faith. it's cheaper than fiat currency..
The ROI is simply divine!
WORSE!
I knew about the COVID controlled demo before DND (lol I'm a truther again haha HONK HON!) and freaked tf out, settled on a milquetoast "hey meta, GoC recommends 72h supplies, MAYBE CHECK THE LiST with like 5-10 rock solid justifications (MUH GLOBAL WARMING!) lol I really hate to lie, but ..... further: blah blah blah
lol went from sole resident of stickytown to anti-evil or anti-hate up my ass in a literal fuckin epic irl vidya-TV-reality movie idek dude -_- sigh.>
Actually I DO know, they just basically kvetch abouit me and my observations n words and coping-mechanism jokes more than the literal fucking terrorists and I'm done with denial (unless she's one of those Warehouse-tier dependas that Hammy's known to "associate inside". LOL
HOES MAD! haha I mean it IS kinda funny.
YOu'll notice I rarely talk about myself, that's not just humility there that's Arkancide vaccine. It sounds tinfoil, but whatever, somehow it MORE OFTEN THAN NOT actually *makes sense when I start applying their "words are violence!" as an inherent fact and start throwing around other assault words like "mens rea" and "RICO" and "war crime".
Huh funny that eh!!!