Suicide is letting the enemy win. If you are that angry at your government to want to kill yourself, you have nothing to lose at that point and this will then set you free. Why not engage in civil disobedience at the very least at that point?

If you are black and suicidal, I have the perfect idea for you. Get a buddy to video record you. Refuse to wear a face mask in a store. Get yourself arrested. Resist arrest. Make sure your buddy captures it all on video. Upload to the internet. And let's watch the left's head explode.

If you are white and the cops kill you for not wearing a mask, the left would say you deserved it. So this strategy wouldn't work if you are white.