This has been my dilemma. I had some major things in motion going into 2020 that all got shat on thanks to the china virus. Then at the end of 2020 I had some plans that were to come to fruition in 2021, only for them to get destroyed again due to rising numbers and new states of emergency at the end of the year.

I listened to my parents and grandparents for years talk about all of the incredible things they did in their prime. Now they're all huddling in the corner out of reach of the coof, bitching when they see someone in public without a mask because it's "putting them at risk", while all of my hopes for the future I had been working hard to achieve now seem impossibly out of reach. It's hard to get out of bed some days...most days...